Here's snippet of THREE CHOICES THE DECISIONS

“This is where you need to stop and rewind,” Rachel said as she turned to face me sitting Indian style. “You slept with Terrell?”

“Yes.”

“I mean with clothes on and held you because you were still crying over Armon.”

“No. We were completed naked.” I blush at the thought as Rachel stared at me in shock. To make Rachel speechless was a treat that I did not get to often because she always had something to say. “Are you going to say something?” I chided because I did not come here to get silence from her.

“What. Should. I. Say.” Each word came out clipped and slow. “Are you saying that you and Terrell had sex?” she asked as if I was a virgin and she hadn’t had “the talk” with me.

It was more than just sex with Terrell. There was a true connection between us that I didn’t think Rachel would understand. Sure she was in a committed relationship with Colin Wells, her boyfriend, of over three years, but I knew what I felt for Terrell was stronger.

“Rachel,” I paused to get my words together as she waited for me to answer her question. “I am in love with Terrell.” There I said it and she knows. It is out there in the open not kept inside me a like a dirty little secret.

“No you are not,” Rachel said calmly in a matter of fact way.

“Yes, I am.” I can’t believe she would say that to me. I knew how I felt about Terrell.

“Faith, you are not in love with Terrell.”

“How can you say that? I know how I feel about him.”

“I don’t doubt how you feel. I do doubt who you feel it for.”

“I know who I feel it for.” That was the truth. I just do not know how I could feel the same way for three men at once.

“Look.” Rachel stopped to take my hand in hers. “Faith, Armon hurt you. You are in love with him. You cannot go from being in love with one person to another so quick. You did not want to love him so you moved your feeling to Terrell.

“No, that is not it, Rach.”

“Really? So you are no longer in love with Armon? You’ve moved on and now Terrell is the love of your life?”

“That’s the problem.”

“What problem?” Rachel asked releasing my hands because she knew what I had to say next was going to shock her. She just did not know what it was.

“I am still in love with Armon. I shouldn’t be but I am and I don’t know what to do.”

“So you’re saying you are in love with two men.”